You're A Crazy Drunk

When you drink, you get wrecked - and it ain't pretty.

Sooo not true ;)




I'm back home for the week... Tired as hell...

Mood Swing: tired
Inspiration: Anna Nalick - Breathe (2 am)

So, I'm leaving again... I'm gone all this week for some stupid supportive sail... We're not really doing anything except being there... Sucks. Then, we leave again on the 19th. It should be an alright trip, but I'm not sure how I feel about my whole summer being spent sailing. Meh, I'll get over it.


12 days 'til mah birthday \o/ There's some huge thing planned, especially since its the Friday right before we leave for the summer... I'm a little scared... I guess I'll hafta wait and see what happens.


I dunno why I'm updating this... Not much to report...

Dudley was sick today. Poor guy.


Umm... OH YEA! I have my Ikea bedroom set on the way \o/ Soooo excited to come home to that. Wheeee!


Uhhh that's about it. Anyone who's interrested in emailing me while I'm sailing, the address is hmcskingston@ns.sympatico.ca and please put LS Barron in the subject line so I know that it's for me and not someone else on the ship. Also, no attachments, pictures, or other things that could get me in trouble ;) Try to keep the emails less that 6 kb, as I don't wanna be downloading emails ALL day. So, now that you all know my address, I better get LOTS of emails... Or else :P


Okay bye.

Mood Swing: sick
Inspiration: Dixie Chicks - Not Ready To Make Nice

So.. Um.. :D

So yes... There's a bet between my girlfriend and I that I can't stay sober while she's gone home to BC for 13 days... So far, so good... But it's only been one day... I did go to the bar tonight, and I stayed sober, but I left at liek... 1:30, which is new for me also... Ah well, atleast I'm saving money right? XD

On the other side of things, I'm home on leave for 13 days... Home in Halifax, that is. Taking a little ME time, while Andrea's gone. I like me time so far :)

Mood Swing: predatory
Inspiration: Sean Paul - Temperature

I'm home! Fortheweekendcough! Back out on tuesday... Sucks bigtime.

Happy Easter everyone. I hope you got lots of chocolate (for those who celebrate), but not as much as I did, 'cause then you'll vomit like I nearly did :) Yay for bestfriends who spoil me \o/

You all better miss me... Or I'll be sad :(

LOVE YAS!

Mood Swing: sleepy
Inspiration: Satisfaction - Benni Benassi

You Are 70% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

Mind you, a few of these answers didn't happen until last night XD

Mood Swing: crazy
Inspiration: Madonna - Hung Up

Yea. I might be sailing this week. Monday til Friday. If you don't see me around Monday, you now know why.


*stabs sick people*

Mood Swing: Everyone loves a latin girl...
Inspiration: Pussycat Dolls - Beep

Okee. So it turns out, the sickness that all of my friends have, is actually asthma. I'm gonna go get checked out, 'cause I have the exact same thing they do. I woke up this morning hardly being able to breathe, but it could be 'cause of the fact I was sleeping on the floor... Meh.


Hafta go grocery shopping now... Might have to buy a new keyboard, 'cause my space bar is being evil... And I have that quiddy game today... Geesh.

Mood Swing: chipper
Inspiration: t.A.T.u. - Loves Me Not

FUCK! Am I home yet? I thought coming back to Windsor would be relaxing, but no. My mom won't get off my back about every little thing I do. I know she's hurt and all (which is a bit of an over-exaggeration, 'cause she's doing JUST fine) and I'm all about helping her around the house. But first of all, I need to know what to do. I'm not a friggen psychic. Second, don't expect me to jump right up and do it within the second you tell me to (unless it's something like, let the dogs in). I've yet to complain about anything she's asked me to do, which has ranged from bringing back the empty beer bottles, to putting her socks on her, but she still complains. GAH! There's nothing to do here, and yet she's yelling at me to do something other than sit on the computer or play playstation. Go see a friend? THERE ALL IN SCHOOL OR AT WORK! That's what happens when you're on VACATION and they're NOT! OH, and it would be nice if she was a little appreciative, seeing as how this is the only time I'll get off work for almost 4 months. I'm trying to relax before I go back to the hell of Halifax and work, but it seems like I'm getting less than I would if I were actually there. I'm tempted to change my flight home so I can get away from here sooner. No wonder I moved across the damn country.

And yet, after getting all of that out, I feel guilty. I know I came here to help her, but there's only so much you can do when someone doesn't appreciate it. Helping out your sick mother, and feeling like you're her slave are two different things.

I've always been like this. If I don't see something wrong, or out of place, I'm not going to try and change it. Why does she insist on trying to change me? She accepts that I'm gay, but doesn't acknowledge it, which is just as bad as not accepting it at all. Atleast then I'd know then that she's aware of me. She doesn't even know her own daughter. She's never once told me she's proud of me. For anything. Seeing as how her only son is a high school drop-out, drug dealing loser (but I still love him) and her other daughter is a spoiled brat who is mouthier than I ever was, I think I turned out to be an above average kid. I'm not a huge druggie, I take care of myself, and others (more than I actually should), I have a stable job where I make more than most people already out of University, and I actually have direction in my life. But that's still not enough for her.

















I hate writing 'venting' journals.

Mood Swing: rejected
Inspiration: Pussycat Dolls - Stickwitu

It may not be as bad as it comes across, when people ask me what's wrong. But I know this pattern all too well. I get in this really good place, with everything. I'm happy at work, at home and with my friends. Even have some girl luck. Then one thing slips up, usually the girl part, and it all starts to crumble, and I'm left trying to cling onto whatever shard of my life is the largest. Usually work. Anywho, I'm not complaining, sometimes just vocalizing what I've come to realize as the vicious cycle that is my life, helps in the re-building when the time comes.

Mood Swing: curious
Inspiration: Ying Yang Twins - Shake